We went around the whol of vivo city like twice, and Harold couldn't find a shirt that suited his taste. He wanted to get one for CNY. I looked in the mirror at the shops and compared the reflection to the manikins on display there. "God i wish i looked as good as they did" i told myself lol. A plastic figure looks better than i do LOL! Anyways it was just the begining of a day of self-realization. We moved on to Orchard Road after vivo. Far East Plaza, Tangs and Isetan, but harold still didnt get what he wanted. All the while i was comparing myself to the manikins there haha. Sometimes a couple of dudes will walk in and look really good, and i will stop and look down at the clothes i was wearing haha. Finally at Wisma Atria Harold found ONE shirt he wanted. yes, ONE. walked around from 1 pm to 6 pm for him to buy ONE shirt. -_-" lol.
We went to shaw house after that to catch a movie, since he was dying to watch one with me. I treated him to the tickets but he didn't seem to like the show. We watched 'Dan In Real Life' but harold wanted to watch sweeney todd. There was no way i would watch a show with that much violence and bloodshed, just not who i am. Besides, we weren't 18 (but the ticket sellers didnt seem to mind haha XDD) Harold said the show was a waste of money but by hte end of the show he changed his mind. It was a hilarious yet touching movie about this father who falls in love with his brother's girlfriend. It's more of a go-out-on-a-date movie but hey who says two guys cant watch it? haha. Went walking around the Esplanade and city hall by the riverside lol. really like a date hor? LOL! Harold said he didn't mind being 'romantic' with me cuz im his good fren lol. I'm like "whatever". Headed back to TPY after that for Harold to pack his Long John and we headed home.
You see, the thing about being me is that i am constantly bombarded with the idea of looking good in clothes and fashion etc. That's why Fashion Police and Project Runway are some of my often watched shows. But hey God has not given me a body like that of those manikins and the clothes that look soooo good on em. I believe la, if i were not as scrawny, i would look much better. Whatever it is, God has given me THIS body and i should be happy about it. Being human as i am, i wonder how it would feel to look good and such. It's natural. What's more Rei is a stylish guy and it doesnt make me feel better LOL. But as i say, good looks are something that God gives, and if u dont look as good, it's for a perfectly good reason. I thank God i have a healthy body. Though it may not be the best like those male models and such, at least i am normal enough to function. =)
this is a pic of a manikin i took in wisma atria. its women's clothes but i juz thought it looked really nice. take a look at the beautiful design.
the Lord's day tmr, gotta get to bed.
aj
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