i know it's something we all dread - to have a part of your life taken away and then completely realtered. You and i know we only fear it because we don't know what's going to happen; and uncertainty is the only thing keeping us from being brave.
my mom told me that being greedy was not going to help me. it's too bad i never fully comprehended that advice, because she was right. When i was greedy to the world, the world was greedy to me as well; it took more from me than i wanted to take from it.
yet the most predictable thing about life is it's unpredictability - how it always changes and moves on, whether you like it or are ready for it or not.
so yet again i've reached a revelation in my life where i'm gonna let this change in my life happen, and just go with the flow of life. afterall, it has never failed me before.
taking a leap into the unknown is well ... scary. but i know i can summon up the courage to do what i need to. :)
aj.
