It's been one week since i blogged. Lots of stuff have been missed out i guess. I'll just summarize em, cuz i dotn wanan type too long =/
Last Wednesday Haikel, Wei Leong, Jia Hau and Haumphrey came back to school. It was mixed feelings for me really, cuz first of all i only expected to see haikel, but when i saw the rest i was overjoyed! :D Me and kim yong agreed that we both felt 'sian' at seeing them. Ky's reason was that they were already in poly, and us, still here. A comparing and very common reason. That was only one of my reasons, though. I felt sad at seeing them because i miss them lots, and the thought of them not spending class time with me makes me a little bummed out. i shall quote a text message my mom sent me;
"da HARDEST part of MISSING FRIENDS isn't their ABSCENCE. Its when YOU think of all THOSE GOOD TIMES n ask urself, 'will those MOMENTS ever HAPPEN AGAIN??' "
just ignore tha caps and read the message for what it is. its true actually, and it describes how i feel.
on the same day itself, we learnt a new dance for the speech day performance. as usual, Amirul was CLEARLY EXRESSING his insatiable qualities and flaunting his immasculinity (if that is a word lolz)! Limelight hogger, lolz. I know from the stories of my CCA mates that he has an ego, INDEED he does. lol.
but then came friday and for the first time this year, i was asked to lead the choir. and so i did, i thought em how to dance the Chiri Biri Bim song (the one where u go clapping and stomping, it was a classic piece for our choir cuz it made the school take notice of us after we performed it). But that was ALL i was supposed to be leading for. By the end of the day however, Mrs Yong had made me do much more lol. I ended up telling em what to do, where to move etc, like what all the leaders do. Mybe its cuz i have the 'authority figure' that they listen to me and actually get things done. I remeber telling my chairman "now, that wasn't so hard was it?" after i got them to line up in 3 rows. he replied me "cuz they respect u as a leader" and im like 'O.O'. i'm supposed to have stepped down lolz =.=
i enjoy leading em though, however tough they may be. But once ur supposed to be graduated, it doesnt feel the same anymore. >.<
Basically i've moved on from the 'sobbing that i retained' stage - im back in the groove of school life. I dont see 5n2 (2007) in class anymore, but i see chances to prove myself that i can overcome the O lvls. :)
i'd like to share a bible passage as i end off. I happened to be reading it on Sunday when i was in church, and i think it serves as a reminder to all of us who believe in God.
"Hear O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates." - [Deuteronomy 6:4-9]
